| so global warming is ever present in my mind anymore. Perhaps my feeling of desperation is overly reactive and not necessary, but I feel as if people are going to sit around talking about it more than doing something about it. momentum is growing, but at this rate, the damage humans have done is already beyond complete repair. its already to late. the momentum is to slow. so my desperation is in wondering what I can do to help fix this. Yes everything already gets unplugged when not in use in my present living quarters. I have tried to cut out any excessive food and packaging that only creates more waste. I even drink tap water at the expense of my health to make up for the waste of bottled water we greedy consumerist humans have littered this earth with, the wonder that is plastic, in hopes of saving the environment. Whats more is this tap water, at least around here, is highly suspicious for health related issues (underground murmerings which I believe are fully credited, at least theres a strong correlation). there hasto be something I can do with more impact. perhaps becoming very vocal about global warming. nagging though tends to turn people off but someone has to do it. Until a better idea comes to mind, my efficient lightbulb, living only on necessary food, unplugging, indoor gardening, and overwhelming feeling of needing to grow every plant in existence myself will have to do. After all, some people have the skills to work with humans and save them, others with animals, still others with plants. I am that last category. I've always had a dream of building a vast collection of every plant species, dividing them up into their natural terrain like environments. The thought of caring for a whole kingdom of species to ensure their existence until this world ends naturally....am I crazy? perhaps i am a novice fanatic horticulturist. i shed tears at the thought of species of not just plants but animals disappearing every second so that you or I can print out that essay or have our chicken fingers (? random...). possibly i just appreciate the gift that is this planet, personally not a gift from any diety. just simply a gift, doesn't really truly matter why or how it and we subsequently got here. what matters is that we keep it here so that future generations of human, animal, plant can flourish. enough bickering over religion and differences whether social political or whatever. were all in this together. some day we may by chance find out why and how we got here, but only if we can manage to stick around and not cuase our own distinction. so basically i have just illegitimized my own chosen profession at a most basic level. in no way am i the true pure embodiment of a staunch earth...ist?....this is really tough. but i have to remain steadfast to my ideals and guide my profession in a path as to legitimize it. although clothes have never been a 100% necessary for survival, only water air and fire can attest to that. so really what is 100% necessary that anyone can make a career out of cuz apparently money is a driving force thus we have to do something to make it? so why work so as to make money so as to survive so as to.........when there is nothing left to live on, in, for? ok i have rambled on far to long, i am a hermit, and the plugs are transferring enough energy for one day. plugs unplugged. |
